One Bad Memory

some of my friends call me "Man-whore" ever since they found out about what happened to me last christmas. i kept this incident to myself because what happened was so embarrassing to myself and somehow lowered my self-esteem. but now, what the heck?!

before going to that incident itself, a little history. i work in the family business (as most of you know) and one of our suppliers had a liking for me. she would bring me food and always ask me out, though i politely accepted the food and politely declined her invitations to go out on a date.

what's making me stop from dating her? for 1 very good reason. she is MARRIED. yes she is. she's 10 years older than i am and has a kid who's just a few years younger than i am. that changed when something went wrong and i was ask to ask her out. (don't ask why) so because of that, we started going out on dates.

now here's where our story starts. on the fifth date, we went to watch a movie.then after the movie, sharon (not her real name) invited me to go to her house. i hesitated at first. i didn't want to go because of several reasons, including the possibility that sex MIGHT happen. but just after her constant nagging made me agree to go home with her.

when we got to her house, i hesitated again and ask where was her husband and son.

they might be there, you know. i said.

sharon smiled and said, darling, my husband is out of the country and won't be home 'til next year and carlo (not his real name) is out with the barkada on a trip. so don't worry about it.

i sighed heavily and went in reluctantly. in my mind, i was praying nothing will happen. i was dead wrong. she then changed to her night clothes and got 2 glasses and a bottle of JW Black Label (which was my first time to drink). she poured it whole and ask me to drink it. so i did, stupid me. having a light tolerance against alcohol, i was almost immediately tipsy after gulping a whole glass of it.

then it happend. (duh as if you guys don't know =p)

after it happend, i was suddenly sober, sensing that we were both naked and all. i checked that clock and saw it was already 5am. i quickly rose from the bed and dressed up to go home. she awoke and invited me to stay for some more. but i was already fuming mad. i left her in a instant. in an hour, i was already home. (talk about fast driving! from paranaque to antipolo)

when i got to my room, i was already dead tired. i change into bed clothes and i checked my stuff if i didn't leave anything at sharon's house.

then i checked my wallet, i was surprised that there was P3000 worth of case and a note...from her. the note said, "thanks for the night. you were a good lay."

WTF?! i was so pissed off and called her up that instant and told her i didn't appreciate what she did. she just merely replied, you might need the money. i shouted at her for thinking that way of me. in the end, she apologized and the next work day, i returned her money back. and i vowed to myself never to go out with her anymore. although, she still nags me from time to time...