Another year has passed...

2005 is finally over. hello 2006.

before i go to the present year, let me round up my 2005.

Jan - my nephew dean had his first birthday, in the same time, his baptism...lots of people showed up and i got to bring carmen, a close friend of mine, and her little bro over the party. it was one of the last times we will be together before she became a full time FA for Emirates.

Feb - since i was single, i went through valentines with a friend. it's funny. you could still have fun in valentines even if you don't feel anything for the person. i had fun. she had fun. though we don't get to talk much since, i last heard she's having a blast with her new boyfriend.

April - i finally closed my old blog, thus closing my chapter in life with myke. i've long since gotten over her but it took me some time to finish my story. blame laziness in my part lol.

May - after almost a year in hibernation, i finally went back to the game i love playing, which is ragnarok. Hell on Earth is dead, so i decided to join my friend's guild, Sustainers of the Realm. i finally got a first taste of defending an agit during siege hehe. even though HOE is dead, i still get to contact my old members. they're all fine and i'm happy for them =)

June - through SOTR, i met ros. a week after we talke, it became us and the start of a whirlwind relationship which i doubt i can ever be in again.

July - the sudden disappearance of my very dear friend of mine, caloi. used to be, almost everyday we talk and at least once a week, we get together jus to update what was happening with our lives. the last conversation we had, which was a shock to me, he was crying. and he told me stuff that i was even more shocked to know about. the next day when i called again, i was told that he went to the province. since then, we never got to talk. i even talked to her mom about him, but she kept mum about his whereabouts. i even checked his friendster, talked to his ex, but nothing. i really miss him. i just hope he's ok wherever he is.

August - the start of the problems in my relationship with ros. even the smallest things, we fought like hell. but we managed to sort things out and stay together.

Sept - finally i get to meet ros in person when i went to bacolod. it was 3 magical days. it always is when you're with someone you love. but after coming back from there, the fights got even worse and in the 26th, she broke up with me. and more nasty things happened. this month also, myke and i finally spoke after years of no communication. i was really happy when this happened. for the first time in years, there were no shadows between us. no tensions whatsoever. we both live different lives now yet we embraced each like long lost friends do. and i thank her for helping me out with my problem with ros.

Oct - revelations in the part of ros. people came to me to tell me things about ros. the lies etc. and in almost an instance, i woke up from everything. it was all over. i began to pick up the pieces again and start my new life. in this month also, the SOTR grand eb happened. got to meet the other people. it was fun. hella fun! hehe.

Dec - 2 dear people died this month in the family. first, my dear beloved sadat, who was killed by unknown gunmen in cagayan de oro last december 18. second, just a few days ago, the father of my another dear cousin died because of heart attack. sad events aside, dec was actually fun. aside from the new life i have right now, we had inuman galores, xmas parties etc. and yeah, for the first time in years, i'm back to my old kalbo self again eheh...


this year, i'll start it like how i started it last year. no expectations whatsoever. i just live the year as how it gonna be lived. but there are some things i want to happen...

...caloi being back in the circle. damn i really miss this guy...

...get the old group back. anton, luigi, trina, carmencita, etc. these were the people i grew up with. it's really hard to change the old habit. hehe...

...though myke and i are now ok. we haven't talk in a month or so...guess she's really busy now with her life... but it's always refreshing to hear from her. :)

...finally get to study spanish...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!