Past vs Present

There is one who's lingering right now. Then the other one whom I had so much feelings for but was always one-sided.

First, the one-sided one. I've known her for 3 years now. She belonged to someone and I belonged to someone too. The time I broke up with my ex, she fought real hard for me.

Before I knew it, I began feelings for her. Then troubles came with her hubby, which eventually led to her break up. We became closer because of that, and I became hopelessly in love with her. The more we talked, the more it was hard for my part, especially when I knew her current boyfriend.

Then came the current one. I knew her from a distance. During lunch break, we both smoked outside the building. I never knew her but I found her really cute. Yet for 3 months, I never did try to introduce myself to her. Enter my officemate. In the 3 month of thinking how to talk to her, my officemate did it in 1 day. 1 day!

Then there it started. We both discovered the our feelings are mutual. Then, the ligaw part. And now, in the works.

Yet, at the back of my mind, the other is still there and I really feel bad. The current one is really good and everyone likes there. I have to do something about this and really fast.

Hay...