What the hell's wroing with me????

Ever since that elevator incident, I can't stop shaking from what happened. The thought of Jayne makes my whole body shiver. My officemate finally told me to stop it. But I can't! I don't know why but I just can't...

I guess that incident left a big impact on me. It's either I do something about it or just forget the whole thing, no matter how hard it is for me. I guess the first would be more logical to do for me. But how?

Hay... Frustrations...

Someone mailed me asking about Abby. Out of respect for her, I decided not to talk about her anymore. But I'm sure she's very happy now and that's what matters.

Now about my happiness...