Reminiscing...

Last Friday, I went out with officemates and ex-officemates for dinner at MOA. But what made that night special was after dinner, when I was with someone whom I haven't seen or talked with for a long time.

She's not an officemate. She's someone I have met a long time ago. We've had our good and bad times and for awhile, we didn't communicate at all.

But for the first time in a long while, we were together again.

I picked her up late. I think it was around 11pm. She still looked the same as ever. Maybe a little more weight but still very pretty that made my heart skipped a beat when I saw her. As she got in the car, we greeted each other and went off.

I knew that she had work later that night but it was still early, so I invited her to drink. She agreed. I brought her to this nice little place in metrowalk. The place is nothing elegant but the mood there was perfect. And the drinks were cheap.

I ordered beer, she bottomless iced tea. We talked, making up for lost times. We told each other our sobs stories. We laughed at each other's jokes. We shared music (we have almost identical musical taste). As the night passed by, the alcohol was getting to me by the third bottle. I had to stop drinking or else, I couldn't go home. But at that time, I was feeling relaxed, very loosed. She must have felt the same too, despite not drinking.

When she leaned on me, I felt her heat. Nothing perverted. But I remember hers very well. It was something I missed for a long time. When I put my head on her shoulder, she'll put her hand over my hand, rubbing it gently.

As I brought her to her workplace, we shared a very tender hug. I guess we really missed each other that much.

These were the moments we shared when we were together, the moments that made me really happy even if it was temporary. But we both knew our situation. It may never be unless the situation changes. Even if it did, it doesn't mean it can happen.

But for both of us, it didn't matter..