I lost my girl. Because of my stupidity and my lack of understanding in the one person who really makes my world real again.. I lost her.
The story with her goes long way back. Too many stories. Too many heartbreak.
Though people would side with me, telling me that I'm not at fault, I'm the one who's totally at fault.
I knew of her problems. I knew that risk I was taking when courting her and getting into an open relationship. But in the end, I was the one who crumbled. She gave up. I pleaded but she wouldn't budge. Now, she wouldn't even talk to me.
Now I'm completely broken. I don't know what to do. I can't stop thinking about her. I'm feeling like I wasted more than 1 year of my time trying to get this girl to love me the way I do.
Now it's all gone. All in the night before I learned I was gonna lose my job..
Alone
6 years ago
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